If I wanna get up somewhat early tomorrow for some morning activity I might have to get to bed now. Gonna read one of my favorite books ;) Saucy lol

Good night ya'll!

Over and out

xxRebecca

Finnish time 21.42

After me and L. went out for a walk we actually went to the school gym and tried some of the machines. It's not really fair to call it a gym, it's and old store room with some weights and one or two basic machines. It doesn't even have music in there so have to being my ipod, but it still works and it does what its supposed to do. I think I will feel it in my arms and legs tomorrow. Hopefully it's open during the weekend. I will go for a short run then do some workouts in the morning before breakfast I think, and then again in the evening.

I'm gonna be fit for fight!

Just had some leftovers for dinner. Pasta and bolognese. Now it's time for some snacks and drinks =)

Yes please!

Over and out
xxRebecca

Finnish time 20.31

This just in!

I just looked at the time and were suprised how early it is. Since we finished at lunch I've went to the office and got my papers I needed and went to centrum to post a letter.

Today we learned how to wash our hands lol. Well in a proper way and how to put on gloves and robes when being in the operation room and assisting. Next Wednesday she said to have a practical text where we are meant to show how to do everything she's gone though.

Now we're off all weekend. Might sound regular and normal to most of you but I haven't had a proper weekend off since I can't remember, well apart from last weekend lol. It's how it should be.

Not much been going on..

Got a not so happy phone call last night from my dad, so I might have to (or want to) go home in the upcoming weeks for some family matters =( I was not meant to go home until Christmas otherwise.. Sorry don't wanna go much in to it.

Talk latha

Old pics from my days in London (now I'm old and grey lol)

Over and out
xxRebecca

Finnish time 16.12

Cute!

Beautiful!

Axxell, Brusaby

I've decided to get myself a massage at the gym up the road. I'm in a desperate need of one. I mean like a proper hard one where they will undo my knots and wanna feel how they almost break it lol. My shoulders always hurts, my back hurts in any position that I'm standing in and I'm trying to sit correctly. Also asked about the gym which I am considering joining, we'll see..

Today after our one lesson that finished by lunchtime we went and got some cleaning products for our house and I was meant to go to the office to sort out some papers for my student grant as it's so hard and complicated to get some money! They were not there anyway.

Me and L. just came back from he gym asking about the massage and now thinking if I should go out for a long walk. It's really nice weather now, sunny and warm.

 

Over and out

xxRebecca

Nights like this I really miss you!

xx

Previous life

We been very good with making dinner being here. We been making tacos, spaghetti bolognese, rice with chicken wok and tonight we just had soup with vegetables, potatoes and sausages. I got very hot eating that, like I been working out or something lol.

I haven't really been going for runs or walks this week. I guess it's easier when you're alone and you have nothing else to do really, but I will try and go for a short walk tonight. It's been quiet rainy and cold lately but tonight the sun came out.

Today after we finished by lunchtime I came home had something to eat and then took a nap. I love taking naps when you're tired middle of the day. You feel so fresh and rested afterwards. I had one yesterday as well. I get so tired during class, don't know why.

Today we learned about disinfection and how to clean all the tools you use at operations and such.

More interesting pictures to be continued..

Over and out
xxRebecca

P.s I feel so much better today for those interested minds D.s.

I'm alive here people!

I feel so much better. Not just better but I feel good. Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah, I knew that I would now... Lol, couldn't help myself.

Just got back from next door where we had a little chat.

I'm off to bed now as I got quiet tired, but I can't seem to fall asleep fast enough here yet, oh well.

Over and out
xxRebecca

l'm dying here people!

Omg I've never had such a bad stomach ache in my life!

Sitting here watching TV shows, trying to focus on something else and breath in with my nose and out with my mouth which usually works, but nothing. And I'm really cold but I'm in to much pain to get my jumper which is on the chair like just next to me.

Had a shower and it was really nice during but the pain is back again =(

If I still feel like this tomorrow I am not going to class, even though I finish by lunchtime..

Talk latha.

Over and out
xxRebecca

Bored?

I did something I've never tried or done before. To photoshop and airbrush my pictures.

Not sure how I got to this website, but it was quiet fun, and even though I like the new one think I prefer the original one. I always liked the natural look.

So here you go; the naked truth!

Just so there's no confusions the original is on the left! ;)

Change of plans

I am already back for the day. We all sat in the classroom at 8.30am when we were suppose to start, but not until 9am one of our teacher came and told us the lesson was cancelled as the teacher we were gonna have was not able to make it. So some of us went up to the office for some questions and to get some papers.

Now I don't know what to do then. I have nothing to study yet lol.

The weather is not the greatest. Cloudy with a cold wind.

Talk latha.

Over and out
xxRebecca

And to all and all a good night!

xx

If you just raise your head and look around, you will find that there is always beauty around you. Even on your most cloudy days.

"..every single promise I keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close.."

"There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But I'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of"

This makes me think of you now..

I set fire to the rain

Feel I have nothing to say really about the day. Just had some dinner with 2 of my housemates. Went to the supermarket and bought food for the week so should be all set for a while, well for a week anyway lol.

I am so stuffed I'm just sitting on the sofa thinking of things to write.

I haven't really been active today, just been sitting on my a** with my laptop, since it's been raining didn't really feel like going out.

I woke up in the middle of the night (or early morning) by the rain that hit us, and thunder and lighting. I like a nice storm but that was quiet scary when it came down that hard. Any way, I'm ok any way ;)

Tomorrow we just have one lesson, so I finish 12.30. All week, and Friday some of us are off again!

Talk latha.

Over and out
xxRebecca

Dogs are amazing animals!

Favorite in rerun

Just got back from supermarket and got some bits and bobs, like some much needed sweets and other crap lol.

Wonder if that trip should be my walk for the night as I got pretty hot as its a long walk... but nah think I need my usual proper walk.

Today I've been here at the school for one week as I arrived last sun early morning with my brother and dad. We decided we would make a spontaneous trip to Finland, as well as help me with all my stuff. I might not have been the best travel company as I was quiet nervous and had some things on my mind I couldn't shake off. We drove around all day finding things to do and see as I couldn't get my key until 8pm, but they had to leave at 6pm to catch the ferry back. So there I was abandon for 2 hours lol. At least I had a rough over my head. Always try and see the positive in things people!

The first night was the worst though as no one else had arrived and without sounding to pathetic I was all alone! Well is more to it then that... Any who.

2 of my housemates are back later tonight =) It's been really nice and calm here alone for 3 days, but think that was enough. I am off tomorrow as well as I've mentioned, so what to do. Maybe I give the bank an other go.

I pass this church on the way to centrum and been thinking if I should pay a visit now and then, maybe it will help with.. whatever.. Confess all my sins lol.

Talk latha.

Oh ymmie!

Over and out
xxRebecca

Sunday 26 aug-12

How cute isn't this?

"Shock horror, I'm down

Lost you're not around

There's a lump in my chest that

sends cold through my head and..

I don't know when I lost my mind

Maybe when I made you mine

miss you.."

Morning my fellow citizens!

Already had a short run which I manage better then yesterday morning, so I'm getting there lol. Had a shower, sent some emails and sorted out some contacts on my school mail and now just had breakfast.

Not sure about today, have to read some papers though. There's nothing really open today, Sunday and all, expect from the supermarkets. Maybe I could continue cleaning..

Some of my housemates might come back today, or early morning tomorrow. Ow well, we'll see.

Over and out

xxRebecca



"You are my one and only

You can wrap your fingers round my thumb

and hold me tight"

I love you like never before..

I can't sleep, or I don't want to. I am not in bed and I am not tired!

This heavy feeling inside is back, therefor so is my headache =(

Yes I want!

Never leave lonely alone

Just got back from a walk again, same route as last night but not as far. Few hours ago I got a really bad headache, I felt sick. Took a tablet and did some stretching and relaxing as my body is so tens and stiff at the moment. Can't really bend my neck properly. But my head is much better now.

Spend the day not doing much. Did my cooking so should last for few days now, but its mainly for my lunches during the week.

Talk latha.

Boris

Over and out

xxRebecca

I've decided when I get older instead of lots of children and a big family I want lots of dogs lol. Not saying no to kids but you never know on that front, but with dogs it's eaiser and they are easier to handle I think, and they don't makes me as mad.

Dogs, and animals in general, completes me and makes me happy.

Here are my favorte dog breeds I'd love to own one day.

Boxer

Labrador (not sure if chocolate or black)

Rottweiler (a favorite for a long time)

Siberian husky (new found love)

How cool would it be to have a wolf?!

Of course I have to have the breed my family used to have, Cavalier King Charles Spaniel

I think they are all gorgeous and lovely dogs, but I am of course realistic, don't think I can have like 5 massive dogs and one small one. But this would be my dream.