Tuesday, 15 December 2009


Sonja Alden - "För att du finns" and "Du får inte"

(Swedish singer with a beautiful song and beautiful voice)


OMG 2day was freezing at work. Pretty much as cold as it was outside.

We have our doors always open and our air condition doesn't always work properly. My hands and fingers were nomb and felt I could have broken them if I would hit them at something, or my feet felt like they would break when I was running down the stairs.

At the same time our managers tells us we can't call in sick cause it's not fair, cause they can't!! Whats that about?

Let mke tell you something, I have not called in sick, or been absent for that matter, for the entire time I have work there. or one single day. Which is over a year now. I started of as a Christmas temp last year hehe.

Me at work 2day
Over and out

Monday, 14 December 2009


Halo - Bethany Joy Galeotti


Sitting right now (thinking of you) with a glass of Baylies and watching some Girls next door (Playboy) on YouTube. Its really entertaining.
These are the times I love the best. When you get home from work and just watch something on your computer (if the Internet works of course) and eat good.

I just love this picture of me and Johanna on a night out in a car heading to an after party.

I look to cool for school, and Johanna looks like she's in a commercial.

Sunday, 13 December 2009

Jay Sean ft Lil' Wayne - Down

A bit cheesy but I like the song


Hey what up peeps?

Sitting in my bed now, doing nothing and everything.
The weekend's been kind of good, but gone to fast as always.

Btw, my keyboard is driving me crazy. Sometimes some letters aren't written if your not pressing really hard. But I like hard so it fine Lol!

Friday we went to Cafe de Paris cause of Nikki's birthday.
Yesterday I went to see a friend for a quicky haha.
Then Johanna needed me, or she needed my money actually, so she could buy a TV that I helped her carry home.

Last night I had the biggest laugh of my entire life. Was watching some videos from when we were out a while ago. I cried sooo much. Then I had a fight with Johanna, were she tried to hold and tickle me.
Think I will live for a very long time as much as I laugh.

I actually injured my hand, or wrist, at work cause of the way im moving, so I have now bought a bandage. It actually hurts even if I don't move it.. huh...

Any who...

What to write....?

Will get back to you "all" if something crosses my mind.

Btw I will be all alone2 night cause they are all going out, but I start at 9am 2mrrw so don't feel like it.
What will I do? I want to go to the movies.

Over and out

Wednesday, 9 December 2009


Got back from work a while ago, finised 10pm 2day =( Loong day, and start early at 9am 2mrrw. We can do it!
Laying in bed now and think im gonna listen to that lullaby song. I just love it.

When me and the girls went to WinterWonerland in Hyde Park. Was so much fun. I really needed that =)

Over and out

Monday, 7 December 2009


Sean Kingston - Face drop

"You said I looked better if I was thinner, don't you know you should love me for my inner?"


I have nothing interested going on in my life right now, ergo no writing.

Over and out


What what (in the butt) - Samwell

Omg Hilarious

Sunday, 6 December 2009

Good morning London

Lele - Breakfast

I am o lazy and have o much to get out to write anything any more, prefer to upload some good, funny, appropriate, inappropriate, in the mood tunes.

Over and out


Good night London


Tuesday, 1 December 2009

Saturday, 28 November 2009


This Love is taking all of my energy. Yet it is really only me who can get out.
Is it that easy?

Saturday, 7 November 2009




I am going home to Sweden on Tuesday for a week for a funeral =(
Have not been home for over a year and really misses it sometimes, but this visit is not under the best circumstances or reasons..

R.I.P. Ulf Ohlander


Saturday, 24 October 2009

Dolly Parton - Coat of many colors

Good morning!

Still laying in bed, I'm so tired.

Got home at abt 12.30 last night after been at my colleagues house. It was nice but nothing much really, and I was so tired and I didn't wanna miss the last train at midnight, cause otherwise I would not know how to come home.. so left early.

Was really upset on the way home and when I got home, sometimes I don't even know why, something just feels wrong, although I know what was wrong with me last night..

Any who..

Gonna meet the parents today. Think the are already up and about, but gonna meet them late an go and see the O2 Arena, which I haven't been to yet.

And tonight some show/concert at Albert Hall they wanted to see.

So have to get up now and eat some breakfast.

Over and out




Hey just got back from the concert in Albert Hall with the parents. The show is called Carmina Buran and it was a orchestra and a chorus of about 900. It sounded great and very magnificent, but for me at was a bit tiring.
There was one piece/song I recognise.

Now I am waiting to see if Johanna and I were to see a movie she just asked me, and if she asked its serious.. but now she went into her room and said Good night. I do not think so!!
Tomorrow I have to go to work actually at 10am for a f*ckin staff meeting. A Sunday morning!!
Then I have to say good bay to mum and dad =( This weekend went sooo quick, to quick!

Now I got very tired, so don't know if I should see a movie.

Over and out

P.s. Don't forget to turn back time, either now or tomorrow morning =) D.s.

Friday, 23 October 2009

Long day

Today I've spend with my parents. I haven't been this active in a long time, lol. That's bad!
I meet them an hour later then we said at first, at 10.30 am. I was just so tired, and I am always so slow getting out of the house.
We any way went to Hamstead Heath to a place called kite hill or something, were it's London's highest point. It was very nice weather, a bit chilly but sunny. Of course thy didn't have their camera with them =(

Then we went to Oxford st actually cause they "needed" to buy something a friend from Sweden had put on hold. Hate that place!

After we went to High st Ken. and to this food place called Wholefood, where they have a lot of healthy (and some unhealthy) food, were you pick everything you want and then buy it and eat it, haha no sh*t! But its kind of a nice and cheap buffy. Got so so full though.

Went to some charity shops an then home to Westfield were they went but I was to tired so I went home, and now I'm sitting here.

Any who...

To night I am going to a friends house who's having a little get together cause she's quit, or got transfer and promoted to an other branch =( Will miss you loads!

Here are my parents, and me, last summer in Regents Park.

Speak later.

Over and out

Thursday, 22 October 2009

My friend at work showed me this song, and it felt like if this song wasn't written Of me, then sure To me.
(Just how I feel)

Jem - Falling for you

Said there'd be no going back
Promised myself I'd never be that sad
Maybe that's why you've come along
To show me, it's not always bad

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

It's true I've become a skeptic
How many couples really love
Just wish I had a crystal ball
To show me, if it's worth it all

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

And I've got to be sure
Coz it's been so long
And I cannot take the pain again
If it all goes wrong

Coz I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so
Yeah I can feel it, baby
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm scared to, let go
I'm scared coz my heart has been hurt so

I want you so much
I need you so much
I want you so much
I need you so much
[believe me my love
believe me my love]

Here are my favorite and sexiest music videos I know

Pussy Cat Dolls - Buttons

Christina Aguilera - Dirrty

Sugababes - Sexy

Britney Spears - I'm a slave or you

Sorry I haven't updated that much, we haven't have Internet until now. Yeah it sure took it's damn time...

Just laying in bed now and eaten some breakfast. I did not spend the night at my place ;)

I have 2 days, + the weekend, off now, cause my parents are coming over the weekend =)
Will write more abt that later..

Any who...

Over and out.

P.s. I really like and miss you! D.s.

Tuesday, 29 September 2009


Good evening London!

Came home a while ago from work.
I almost thought I would start cry 2day cause I was so tired. So hard to stay awake. It s a horrible feeling when you are that tired and have to work.

Thought I would take a nap now, nut have to make some lunch for 2mrrw, make some phone calls and go thought we would go to the pub to watch some football. Have no idea who's playing, but just for fun.

Any who...

Over and out

Monday, 28 September 2009

Lucky - Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat

Started to really love this one after I heard it from work

Should I sleep for a while?

God Morning London!

I just got home from a night shift I've been doing. 9pm-6am.
We have sale now, so we had a lot to hang. I did an other night shift earlier this week to get all the sale stock out and do some floor move. That was a 6pm-6am shift. So you are kind of beat after that. Will be very tired in a while, but thought since I had Internet at the moment, I could write something. Have to sleep somethng of course, but don't want to sleep away all the day...

I'm very hungry as well. I had salad from Subway for dinner, or late snack if you will, mmm.

Any who...

Over and out.

Saturday, 26 September 2009

Where have you been?

Here and there.
Sorting out my laptop.

Not much has happend since last time anyway. Just bee working really, altough I have been promoted (as they said) to better working hours. So now I work on a regular basis 6am-3pm full time. I love those hours. The days realty goes so fast and you get to finish so early.

Have to meet a friend now for some movies, but will get back to you "all" soon.

Over and out.

Friday, 14 August 2009

Marbella part 3 of 3

Where was I...?
Well the poolside by the day, then head to Nikki beach for a quick drink before heading for dinner at the other ppls house.
We had a very nice dinner and a nice talk with nice games haha.
We sat at thier balcony till abt 2am, and talked abt where we should go out. Talked abt Olivia we been to before, and even though I loved it, i wanted to try something else. So we went to a club called Dreamers.
The que was mile long, and none of us wanted to stand there so we ordered a table.
I thought the place was nice, like a big discotek with hot dancers, hehe.
But there was somesting wrong, even though I was drunk I didn't feel the good drunkness and energy I usuallt feel. But the worst was abt to come.
Johanna had put her camera on the table, and it was only us there with a long distance from others, but after the fcuking waiter came with the champangebottle it was gone. No where to be found. Not under the table, around in the sofas, under the curtain, in the other ones pockets or bags.... so our conclusion was that he must have taken it... we asked but he was just very rude back. Either or, the camera was gone.
Its not much teh actuall camera, but abt 800 pictures and movies... all the memories.
So the pictures ends here.
What we could save I have showed you all.
So we ended the night kind of early. I totally lost my party mood.. as did Johanna I suppose.

The day after we awoke at 12.30!!!
Our last day we slept that long. I felt very bad about that. Wanted to have time to sun bath a last time and pack and eat the food the guy who works in the house had made.
But it was not much rush.
At 6pm they droped us at the airport. Our plane left at 8pm, so not to early.
Yet again London was freezing when we landed and waited for the bus.
At abt midnight, we reached our house. It was though very nice to sleep in my own bed.

All this day I've been writing to you all abt my wonderful trip to Marbella, Spain.
See you next year (if not sooner)!

Over and out

Marbella part 2 of 3

The day after Nikki beach we were all alomst dead. We had partied for 12h even though we just came home at abt 12 at night, it felt like 3 or 4 am.
It's nothing much to remember what we did the day after cause all our days we just spend by the pool. Loved it!
But we had plans on going out during the night any way, and have to tell a little London story to fullfill this one.

Johanna once met a guy outside a club here in London a while ago. He is chef executive for one of the hottest resorts in Portugal. She mentioned to him that we were going to Marbella, and he offered to come and visit. So he drove 4 hours to meet a girl he meet ones briefly.

Me and Johanna went out to dinner with him any way (hey, who says no to free, expensive food and drinks? hehe) We went first to a pub in Puerto Banus and had some fantastic Mojitos. Then we went to a restaurant called Chateau Mona Lisa. Very nice food.

On our way to meet the guy (i know the name but want to leave some stuff out)

At the restaurant

After dinner we meet upi with the others at a place called La Suite

We then went to a very nice nightclub called Olivia where it was maad!
I never had so much fun during a night out. That place closed at 6am and I didn't even feel tired. But the party continued at home and in our pool where some guys throw me in the pool fully dressed. Loved it! haha.
We went to bed at abt 8am.

After our swim

On tuesday... we actually chilled alot.

Sat by the pool at first, and Johanna was gonna go and say buy to her old man ;)

The guys were playing by the pool, with jumps and what not. I filmed and took photos of it all (which you all wont be able to see...)

At night me, Johanna, her brother and friend went back to Puerto Banus to look at the yachts they have their. That was amazing and didn't think it was possible to owe that kind of boats.

And we had some ice cream. Loved it!

Went home and went to bed.

End of part 2

Over and out


Marbelle part 1


O My God!!!
We got home from Marbella last night after a 5-day holiday,and if it wasn't the best, it was one of the best holidays and vacations I've been to.
Everything with Marebella is hot, the weather, the party, the people...
I have never laughed so much in my life.

We arrived Sat midday, and Johanna's brother and friend picked us up. When we left London last fri night (early sat morning) is was freezing cold, but ow so hot when we arrived. I loved it!
I had a bit to much clothes though.
The first thing we did when we arrived was to take a swim and lay by the pool (miss it so much).
Me and Johanna lived with her brother and friend in a big house owned by thier friend.

That night we had a bbq with a couple of other swedish people that were there as well.
But me and Johanna was so tired after our trip (we hadn't slept any that night) we went to bed at midnight.
The day after we were well rested. That Sunday we hade plans on going to Nikki Beach where they have a big party Sundays.
It was mad!
The best party I have been to. Cause it's so different. We had a beach bed we rented and it was so nice. We drank and partied for about 12h.

End of part 1

Over and out

Saturday, 25 July 2009

A change

Hey you all!

Ever since my laptop got stolen, I haven't been able to write as much, nor had the exitment.
But here I am, with Johanna's laptop, cause she's at work.
We powerwalked to her work this morning and then I headed to my previous landlord to get my old mail. He gave me a coca zero and a chicken burger, so now I am stuff.

(Johanna just called me from work, or at least I thought it was her. I did think she sounded different. Turned out to be Nikki)

Any who...

I have been trying to walk more lately so I can be more fit and toned for our Marbella holiday we actually are gojng to on the 8th of august.
It is Johanna's brother's friend who has a house there where we are gonna stay.
Gonna be so much fun and I can't wait. There is only one small problem. My holiday request hasn't gone trhough yet at my work cause the manager hasn't been there (She has been on holiday) But I did book it a month in advanced, never had any holiday taken, never been sick and its just for abt a week, so it shouldn't be a problem. It which case I am going.

2nd Any who...

I have been thinking abt changing my blog a bit. The story and what it should be abt.
I would like to focus on animal, in all its ways. Since I have made up my mind abt work and my future.
So I will try to find out something new to write everytime that ivolves animals.

Over and out

Sunday, 5 July 2009

Michael Jackson

Think this is one of my favorite.

R.I.P Michael Jackson


It has been a long time since last time.
And to be honest, I don't think I can write at the moment cause I am using Nikki's laptop which keyboard is f*ked up. Some letters doesn't work with out a on-screen keyboard.

What has happened any way, is that we had a break-in a week ago, and the person took My laptop... really scary and annoying.

Over and out

Monday, 22 June 2009

Saturday, 20 June 2009

The Saturaday(s)


I have been kind of active 2day.
Woke up at about half 9 by Johanna calling me from work. I was supposed to come to hers for lunch bur she is so busy now with the sale and all it didn't happened.

I went to Westfilied anyway to get some beauty and hygiene products, and some new working shoes and tights cause my old ones had really started to smell bad. So I bought new pair of shoes, something for it to smell nice, a cushion and tights. A new fresh start. Everyone at work could smell my feet hehe....

As I am writing there's been an accident just below our flat. Don't know what exactly but there were a lot of police men and women, ambulance and a "bloody" man (hehe literally). That happened while I was at Morrissons doing some grocery shopping at about 6pm. The ambulance with the man has left but the police ppl are still there with a blocked tejp to our road. So I guess someone has been shoot, or something. It is an investigate person as well... so I don't know.

Any who...

Can tell you what happens yesterday at work.
Now the thing is with me, i kind of have an allergy to walnuts, which started happened a couple of years ago, cause I have been eaten it when I was younger. I just had a reaction a couple of years ago an that's where I stooped eating walnuts. I can have other nuts though... any way.
We had been given chocolate at work and I ate a lot of them, until I came to this dark chocolate with stuff inside, hehe.. it was very good. I though I felt walnut bits so I spit it out.
Then suddenly I felt this itching and stinging feeling on my tongue and cheeks, and up to my ears almost, I actually thought I was imagine it, till it got worse...
My throat really began to swollen and become thick, till the point I couldn't swallow. and i could see down my throat how swollen it was.
That was sooo scary I panicked. Luckily I have to say, I could still breath.
But didn't know what to do since i don't have these allergy tablets. I was given from one of my managers who saved me =P.

I am working extra 2mrrw because of the sale that's coming up next week.
I will just load every stock to the store and put it and hang it in our stockroom, so it's fine. No customer service hehe...

This is a very funny clip my friend from work told me about.

Over and out.

Friday, 19 June 2009

Therese Rojo

I want to put an extra space and time on my blog to mentioned something horrible that's happened home in Sweden.
A 15-year old girl was murdered about a week ago. BY 2 OF HER CLASSMATES!!!
It happened in my hometown, my home forest, my neighbourhood and my old school.
I didn't know the girl at all really but I just been crying for her and looking through a blog her friends made for her.
I can't believe she had her life taken away from her like that!
She was just about to turn 16 for Christ sake.

I am feeling very sorry for the family, friends, people she left behind.

All of this brings me back to my loss I had to witness....

R.I.P Therese R.



Tuesday, 9 June 2009

Good morning/afternoon London

In bed again. Have slept until now.
Not much to write since I wrote just before I went to sleep. But will now go up and eat some breakfast and make some lunch and food for to day, so I can survive this loong day to come.

Any who...

Been meaning to tell you which other blogs I am reading and following
First my friends are

Nina - http://ninaslondon.blogg.se/
Johanna - http://johannabengtsson.blogspot.com/

Now then some other I know or some celebrities, i don't follow to many blogs actually, there are not many I find interesting.

Natacha Peyre - http://www.improveme.se/Community/Blogg/natacha - She is a Swedish glamour model, the most beautiful woman I think I've seen. She lives in La with her boyfriend but write her blog in Swedish through a Swedish website.

Emelie Mattsson - http://www.improveme.se/emeliemattsson - A Swedish girl I got to know In London when she lived here but she now lives in Monaco with her boyfriend, and works as a yacht agent.

Alxandra - http://kissies.se/ - A Swedish girl at 18 who really doesn't do anything (that I know of, apart from this blog). She graduates from school this year. She is all about the looks with big blond hair, lips and is about to do a boob job. And I just find her blog entertained and amusing. People know about her in Sweden though.

Isabella Lövengrip - http://blondinbella.se/ - Swedish girl again who is very successful in Sweden and makes tones of money on her blog, her company Bellme AB (I think) and an upcoming clothing line, and she is only... how old? Not sure, but she graduates from school this spring as well, if she hasn't already. And she is involved with politics. She is well known at home any way.

That's it for me.

Over and out

My little Pony

I know it's childish, but I just Love old children's programs that use to go on TV when I was young, "Bumbibjornarna", "De vilda djurens flykt" and of course "My little Pony".

When I was little I obviously liked to play with ponies, but I always had a thing for them. They are so cute and beautiful in their beautiful perfect world. It is all so colourful.

And love the theme song.

Good night London

I am bed now, ready to sleep, and why I am in bed so late, or early maybe, is cause I am doing a 6pm-6am shift 2mrrw!!! So I think it's better to go to bed late and sleep as long as possible in to the day so I can work till the next morning. Wow, that sounds f*cked upped.
Any who...
Don't know what to write.
Here are some pics from last night at Boujis (taken from Johanna's blog http://johannabengtsson.blogspot.com/)

On our way in the underground mirror

At Boujis

Having some fun on our way home
(You're allowed)
Over and out

Monday, 8 June 2009

Good Morning London

Yes, we did go out last night, and its the first time I feel it a little bit.

Right now I'm eating my breakfast and feel a bit nauseous. Maybe cause I start drinking wine, which I hear is supposed to give you more of a headache, well well...

It was fun last night though and even more fun when we got home, in the cab in Johannas room...

Any who...

More to come.

Over and out


Sunday, 7 June 2009

The Sunday Times

So, guess what! We didn't go out last night. Johanna got home at abt 10 as we thought, and we made it almost as far as to the door when she said "Should we really"?
So there you go. I thought since we both were supposed to go up early (she had work, and I planned on going to IKEA with Nina) we skipped this time.
Instead we met up with Nikki at Marks and Spencer and bought some food and snacks and watched some dvd, except Johanna who went to bed. "I knew it", I shouted.
me and Nikki watched a serie called "The Big Bang theory" and the movie Borat, which actually is hilarious.
I went to bed at 03.30 am hehe. had my alarm on 8am.
But got a text in the night from Nina saying she couldn't go to IKEA, so blew that as well.

Nothing much has happened 2day, had a shower, watched some stuff on the laptop, went grocery shopping and made the healthiest lunch for 2mrrw. Cooked potato with salmon and vegetables in oven. Wow!

Any who...

Johanna just got home from work and we are actually heading out 2night to Boujis. Well I will tell you after 2day if we really did hehe.. you never know with Johanna. We are both working 2mrrw though. I start at 12 and Joh at 1pm.

Not much left to say really.

Over and out

De vilda djurens flykt


Love Love Love

Saturday, 6 June 2009

Videos of the moment

Here are 2girls known from You Tube were they are singing covers from some of the hottest song of the day. Rin on the Rox they are called.

I've been starting to really like them. Here are my favorites.

Like it

Love it

Hate it


Just enjoy it

Just one thing about them, they always sound the same on every song and kind of plays it safe.

I like someone with variety and some risk taking, but these 2 have my vote.

I love you Porgy

I'm still i my bed, hehe. No I have actually gone up had a shower, talked to mu mum and been making some food, but yeah, I am in bed again. Just love it here. Though I feel a bit lazy.

Johanna is coming 2night at abt 10pm, she is landing at abt 8pm.
Hopefully if she's not tired we will head to Vendome, and it feels like I've already mentioned this. Well any way.

Now when I know how to put videos here I want to do it all the time hehe.
So here is one more that I love at the moment.
Love the performer.
Love the song.

Over and out

Gimme gimme me more

Good morning London!

Just opened my laptop, I'm still lying in bed you see.
Right now I am listening to Lady Gaga's Love games. Love it, and I love her.
I admire and like artists with something xtra and special, that's why I've always loved Christina Aguilera.
Now they do look alike at this piont with there style, and don't care who came with it first and all that sh*t. I never compare others nor myself to others.

Any who...

Just talked to Johanna on the phone. She's been trying calling me for awhile, on secret nr, for you who don't know, I do not answer if I know who it is!
She is landing at abt 8pm 2night =)) and if she is not to tired we are hitting the party scene straight hehe. Vendome is having some Swedish night cause of our Swedish Midsommar party we usually have. Should be very good =))
I have not been out since Johanna left 2weeks ago =0

Right now I am listening to this Beyonce's Deja Vu remix by Freemasons. We have it at work, and mot really fond of this song otherwise, but love this remix.

Wow, I have just learned (or Johanna taught me) how to put YouTube videos here now. Yeeay =)

So will get back to later.

Over and out

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

O my F-ing God!

Well, yesterday when I got home and watched Gossip Girl on the laptop in the kitchen I first saw a spider. I haven't seen one in this place and I thought that was scary. I later saw a dark shadow of the corner of my eye and turned around a saw a m-o-u-s-e!!!!
If we have mouse that means its not so cleaned, but I thought we cleaned it pretty good.
And aren't they kind of hard to get rid of ones you have them???

Any who..

I am now eating breakfast and watching some more gossip girl. My new favorite =)

Later heading to work Yeeaayy!!! =PP

Over and out

Monday, 1 June 2009

Just got home now from work, and really been thinking of finding something else. I am so sick and tired of this sh*t.
Its same old same old all day every day.
I even can't be bother when they (the management) have something new in shop or when they want to put extra energy on something. I just keep thinking I am not not gonna be here for that long any way, nor do I care.... ( and I really hope they don't have my blogsite and reading this).
I have applied to the Battersea dog house actually (yeah, dream on), but that is what I really want to do. Work with animals.
Been looking around for different animal and shelter sites.
And I have also started thinking about working as a nanny. Which reminds me that we have a new roommate now, Emma, a very nice sweet girl from Sweden. She works as a nanny and it seems a lot fun, more fun at f*cking La Senza anyway.
Any who...
Johanna is in Greece now with her mom, and is coming home next weekend. Its been so empty the last week, and I really miss her =(

Maybe have some mix of photos of whats been happening lately, party wise.

Me and Nikki been out

We celebrated Easter

The old gang at Vendome

Over and out.


Tuesday, 19 May 2009

Extra extra, read all about it!

Good morning everyone!
Eating my breakfast at the moment, 2 toast with ham and cheese and a bowl with yogurt and sugar puffs hehe.

A couple of days a go I got my laptop back, which I haven't had for about a month, but I'm happy now. And we also got Internet =)

Guess nothing much has happend, that's really exiting to write any way. Working, working and working a little bit.

Actually my friend from Sweden Santah is coming 2day to live with my friend Nina until Sunday =) and on Friday my other friend Daniela is coming to live with me for the weekend =)) Yeeyy.

Any who, more updates to come.

Over ad out

Sunday, 26 April 2009

The song of the day

Only Hope - Mandy Moore
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my handsand pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughingand laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope


Only Hope

Its so nice weather in London right now, well it comes and goes but when its good, its good. Like 2day, its barely any clouds and very sunny. It is kind of windy though.
I was just sitting on the balcony and became quite chilly so I went in. My blanket I had put up as protection came down any way so.. decided to go insinde.
I've been cleaning intense the bathroom so needed a little brake. Will continue with the kitchen later. I want to have it cleaned till Johanna comes home which is Monday night. She is in Sweden right now. Miss her! (I miss you) hehe.
I am still waiting for my computer to come back, so I still borrowing Johanna's one.

This Friday I went out with my colleague Phamiso and Nikki to No5. It was Phamiso's 23rd birthday. We had a great time

Phamiso and me
Nikki, me and Phamiso

Right now I'm listiening to some old Mandy Moore stuff. I saw A walk ro remember a while ago, and got stuck with one of the songs she performs - Only Hope.

See if I can upload the video here.... Nope can't do.

But will Put the lyrics and the youtube link. On the next post as the Song of the day.

For now,

Over and out


Sunday, 19 April 2009


Ok ok ok!
I am very bad with updating, and hate when I come back after a long time and have to write so much what happend. But not much Has happend.
It's sunday and I am sitting here with Johannas computer cause I handed my one in cause all the sudden it stoped charging. They said it could be up to 4 weeks, but don't know how long its been now, at leats 3 weeks.

Any who...

We are still trying tro sort out with getting a bad and a 4th person so we can lower our rent, which is pretty high.
It is not very hard nor difficult to get a bed or a pers, we are just.. i don't know lazy and don't really get on with it.

2night we are heading to Boujis any way. I don't like going out when you have to work the next day, but Sunday feels different. It's still weekend and I don't start working until noon, so its fine.

Don't know if I mentioned it but I know now what i want to do with my life, period!
I want ti work with and for animals, wehater its animal rights and rescue or at a zoo or a horse stable. Think I prefer wirj rights and rescue. I would eventually want to go to maybe Africa and work with animals there. Maybe the exterminated ones.

I'm all alone at home. Johanna is working and Nikki... well you never know where Nikki is hiding hehe..

Well I will scram now..

Over and out

Saturday, 21 March 2009


I really don't feel good!
Its achen inside for some reason.


Ok, lets begin, shall we?

So right now I'm sitting on the sofa in the living room in Sheperds Bush just browsing around the Internet and pretty much waiting for Johanna to come home hehe. She's been working 2day and 2night we're gonna do something nice.

The weather here has became so nice and mild that I went to meet Nina in the park and has some bread and Philadelphia cheese... then she did some grocery shopping.

Now to the move...

We (me, Joahnna and Nikki) were supposed to move on a weekend maybe 2 weeks ago, and we expected to get the key and everything on the sat, but of course there was a problem with my references both from my work and landlord that they didn't get it in time so we, or the ppl from the agency, prospond it till Monday at noon, but I had to work 12-9 that day and had to move out from my old flat on Tuesday. I could not move everything in like 2 nights. I have a lot of crap you know.

I went in to work and explained my situation and offer that I could work the sun instead of the Mon, but they gave me 8am-2pm on Sun and then start at 5pm on Mon so that was a little better.

I was so stressed and kind of got the blaim from Johanna and Nikki. But as far as I know, I had done what they told me to do, as soon as I knew they needed references i told both my landlord and work that they would get in contact with and if they please could give them my reference.

But it was the ppl at the agency or the reference company that never really send the papers in time. My manager faxed it back as soon as she got it... but never mind.

So moving on til Mon.

I sat at home waiting to hear from the company and the agency if the papers gone through, and with my manager it was alright but still problems with my landlord whom I called right away and asked him if they talked to him. Now the thing is, the reference company had received the papers but wasn't gonna look in to it until lunchtime. I was like: But we have to move in at noon, you schmuck...

Yet again i got blaimed for the whole thing and felt horrible. I couldn't have done anything more and I hadn't done anything wrong. I even got a little bit threatened at, kind of.

(Ppl really shouldn't get in to conclusion until they know the facts).

Well I was kind of pissed but at 12am/pm we could all move in anyway.

I went there with a lot of my stuff and to get my key and then back again to get more stuff. So 2 rounds in the morning.

Then after work at 9pm I made an other round.

The morning after before work I made a round. This morning I didn't Have nor did I have any time for breakfast. Had soup for lunch. Was very week.

Then had my last stuff (I hoped) the night after work. I actually got a lot of help from a friend that had a car, and realised I could not have moved all that stuff by myself, and I had to move all of that that night. He also bought me some food from Tesco, my hero!

To sum it all up: I Hate moving!!!!

Getting back later to you guys.

Over and out


Friday, 13 March 2009

Holy..... Cow!

Yes well, its been a while huh?
Haven't had Any Internet connection what so ever. It just stooped working one day.
Have a lot to catch up on and tell y'all.

For starters, me, Johanna and Nikki has moved in together in Sheperds Bush. Really nice 3 bedroom flat with just the 3 of us, but we are gonna let out the living room to an other girl so the rent will be cheaper, cause its a lot right now.
It really has been a rollercoster and a lot of complications with the whole moving thing, which I will get back to.

I have a picture though at the kitchen which I found very nice and fresh and big, which I stole from Johannas blog (http://johannabengtsson.blogspot.com/)

well 2day is Friday and I have the whole weekend off, but still have a lot to do and things planed.

2mrrw morning I have to go to my old place in Kilburn and pick up some mail from my landlord, if I have any, then meet Nina for some market shopping and show my new pad. The we are all heading out to Vendome I believe.

I am trying to dowmload some stuff, but doesn't work for some reason.

Any who...

Will get back to y'all lata.

Over and out

Sunday, 15 February 2009

Who am I? What am I? When am I?

Describe yourself, who are You?
Who am I?
  • looks?
  • personality?
  • mood?
  • background?
  • future looks?
  • taste?

How to describe oneself.

When you are on a interview for e.g. they usually asks you who you are, they want to know more about you. But what defines who a person are?

I always go where I am from, my age, maybe a little about my family and what I like.

It is the word Who that I wonder about.

Who am I? Well I am me!

Let me tell you a little something about myself, you know more as a person. Maybe something that people and the once I know doesn't know.

I am a very confident person, both in myself, what I want and when I am around other people.

I like and I am happy with who I am.

I know who I am and what I want. I never really feel embarrassed or think anyone should feel embarrassed for something.

People might not see me as this just because i don't feel the need To show it or prove who I am or what I can do. In the end of the day it is what You know and feel that's important.

Since I moved here to London, I've changed a lot. I started to feel that recently any way.

Think it has to do a lot with my crisis I had recently, with the whole job,-money and moving problems.

I have really learned to appreciate the small things I used to see as a obvious, even such things as food. When I can go a buy food nowadays I feel it as a luxury.

I just got my old job back, La Senza, so now I have the security with a job anyway, and one of my managers said that you grow a lot faster and mature more when you moved from home to an other country, then your friends will back home.

I'm sorry, I know you still have to struggle with paying rent and make a living even in your home country, but it is your home country, you friends and family are there. You have the security with knowing how everything works.

Here, you have only yourself to count on (which I become to see), and even if you have the support and help from home, at the end of the day it's always you self that can help you.

I've learned to save a lot and spend nothing.

(More to come in that area)

Sorry I haven't been updated lately. That is a mix between working a lot, to tired and the lack of Internet connection.

Thursday, 29 January 2009

If you seek Amy

Ha-ha hi-hi ha-ha ho! Britney Spears, that's whats on my speakers right now. Spears new song If you seek Amy - F.U.C.K.M.E hehe
My sister arrived last night. She will be staying here until Sunday. Feels like not a lot of full days since I have to work the weekend nights. Maybe she can come with hehe.
My photographer work could go better. My last weekend was really not my weekend. Friday ws very quite though so didn't sold to much, but Saturday was so busy I should have sold and achieved a lot more. I just lost the energy and the feeling for it because of it.
This Friday will be some special celebrity event so I should do good. I have to. Will really work.
But I have been sick which doesn't get any better if I just running all night long. Barely had any voice this Monday. Just trying to rest until the weekend. I really wanted to take my sister out tough... well well..
Here's a picture of me in action while working.

See me?

Any who....

My sister is out now any way, meeting friends, which she apparently doesn't do enough at home =P
I feel like staying home, well I really don't feel like it but want to get better before im of running again. Been looking for some pubs and bars on the Internet that's close to my new place so I can apply for a job there. I also been applying for a lot of jobs on the internet.
If I want to make some money I really have to work harder on the photographer job.
They just fixed the gas in our house so we have heat now. before was unbearable. I or 2 things I can't stand or handle is to be cold, especially in your own house, you have no were to go and get warm. An other thing I can't stand is when you badly have to pee and there is no toilet around.

I like my new place. Its more like a home since its a big house with your own room and a big kitchen.Its just me and 1 par that lives on the first floor who I share one bathroom with, then we all share the kitchen. There have never been any rush there yet.

Haha you will see some pics I made though a website called http://www.faceinhole.com/
You put your own face/head in an already existing picture, can be a celebrity, tv, advertising, art and so on.
Me and my sister made one with the Mean girls stars.
I am the first and the 3rd. told my sister she really looked liked a man in hair haha.

I'm a smoker.

Tha Sis! I think this one is really great actually.
Over and out.

Monday, 26 January 2009

Settled down?

Right now I'm sitting in my new flat my new room. Its quite exiting.
Haven't been able to wright lately, or had the energy. I have been moving my stuff all week, a little every day. I still have one last thing I have to get 2mrrw when I will get my deposit and hand over the key.
2night I actually made 2 turns. Thought I would get the last things on this last turn, with all the sheets and stuff. But Nooo.
My body is so achen. I carried one heavy backpack, my photographer suitcase, one heavy bigger bag with shoes, and my heavy handbag....

any who...

Think I will get back to you later, since I have some much to catch up on and I don't like writing a lot every time.

Now I will grab something to eat, cause I am very hungry, and then go to sleep. Have to go up pretty early 2mrrw.

Over and out.

Sunday, 18 January 2009

Song of the day

Take a bow-Rihanna
Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
YeahYeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talking' bout'Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

This one is not really special or anything, I just had it in my head all day.

Friday, 16 January 2009

Should I really consider who I want as my support?

There is so much going on right now, both emotion and practical stuff, that I don't know where to begin or tell you...
My photographer job last night was fun, but it was kind of hard, harder then I thought. Mainly cause it was so quite and very empty with people. Maybe a good night to start and practice.
I sold 4 pictures any way which is good consider how empty it was, I was the only one selling and in fact my first night.
Tonight we were supposed to work in Crystal, but I think they will change it to Vendome. Don't mind which actually.
For a short period of time now has been very hard on me. I was about to be homeless with no money.
Where the F is my support group? That's right, home in Sweden.
It's from there I've been getting help and support from. It's kind of funny how desperate I started to become and how the situation really became serious, and my help came from an other country!!
I am usually an open an understanding person who doesn't like to be in the way or really ask for help.
Can people just swallow their pride or what ever is keeping them from help, and just help!
I have been having different kinds of people over at my place cause they needed somewhere to stay, without any payments to me, just a simple thank you! And I live in a small studio for Christ sake....
Something else that I in fact don't need right now is negativity.
I don't have a choice right now how I'm living my life. I need to get every money that I can get.
I will and can't afford to turn a job opportunity down just because it doesn't pay enough.
I have a plan now any way how I will manage and how everything will be alright.
Thank you Ingela and Lennart of Sweden!
Over and out.